Back From The Dead….12 !!!!

!!!!!!!…12???........12????  That’s hard to write much less read!

The NADIR or bottom of the cycle is never easy, the side effects are all still there, they just don’t seem as severe as before, but there just the same……It’s the flu, just not as bad…it’s all relative!

It’s Tuesday….I think I turned the corner Sunday night…I’ve determined that Saturday afternoon and Sunday morning are the peak worst times of the cycle.

THE GOOD NEWS IS:…….It Get’s Better Every Day From Here!!!!!

I really need to get his phase behind me………I've learned the lesson!....got the board game!  I’m not doing this indefinitely!!

Question; I used to be on a swim team.......So if I were in a race and started to get really tired.....arms and legs aching…….but still physically able to go on…….just really hating the way It feels and tired of the discomfort and pain..….do I go on? (would you?).......Is this what separates the ordinary from Michael Phelps? It’s a dilemma.

I guess to answer my own question…..am I close to touching the wall and winning the race? The Doc dosen’t know....he just says there are new drugs being approved every day. My answer will come with the next PSA. If it hasn’t changed then what’s the point? ……..my arms are really getting tired,   but..........unfortunately, still strong!

Have you seen the commercial where a guy loses his sunglasses and his wife/GF is driving him back various places to find them…he then finds them in the hood of his jacket and she’s still just smiling away…..What planet do they live on?

Keep sending those Prayers and Spiritual thoughts......I feel a showdown coming!  Bob