Well, I haven’t been checked and it’s too early to tell if the Cassadex has even made a dent in the process. I don’t like not knowing, I do think I’ve isolated the fact that the weird dreams, especially in the mornings, are due to that drug.
Plus, to say all the drugs I have to take in the mornings just to feel “normal” change my brain chemistry would be a huge understatement! I don't have enough adjectives!
I once mentioned that I was taking a drug that caused so many weird dreams that I felt as if I should eat popcorn before I go to bed. The oral chemo is kinda like that. This stuff would’ve been great in 60’s!
The effects of my fall are finally beginning to heal. I still walk around with the walker but I don’t need it…..I’m just soooooooooo weary of another fall! I have to make myself self-sufficient though!
Where do I go from here? I feel as if I’m High all the time…..it’s not so bad but it sure ain’t normal! And I go on a Magical Mystery Tour every morning! One day last week I was waking up and thought I smelled my Grandmothers perfume.....I thought, Well this is it!…..they’ve come for me! OK……….so it turned out to be the Bug guy spraying but that’s the kinda stuff I wish I knew.
A couple of things: Have you noticed how; lately, so many people on TV use the term “The Exact Same”? Isn’t that redundant?
Hurricane Issac is an unfortunate distraction, but even as a Romney man, I wonder why someone didn’t question the judgment by the RNC to locate their convention in Florida.....During Hurricane Season!!!!!!!!!!
Since it wasn’t a direct hit it doesn’t really matter now if they have it in Cleveland…..the same changes would have been made, the Governors all would have flown back to lead their state and they would have had to make the same scheduling changes. But damn guys think things through!
I sure hope this post doesn’t make everybody think I’ve gone crazy…I assure you I haven’t and hope to be able to get off the Cassadex soon.
Keep those Prayers and Spiritual lights coming! I love you all! Bob
And the "Tampa-during-hurricane-season" decision doesn't make you question their judgment?
ReplyDeleteLove & light,
Marsha