Ya know, psychology plays a big role in this. I think because I have convinced myself that the last treatment was this past one, maybe I haven’t paid as much attention to myself as I should have…who knows…but this last cycle kicked my ass!
Tomorrow is a big day for me. The scans were OK, as in going in the right direction..receding, but not by that much. I’ll know more tomorrow. I really want a break (same question….can? or just don’t want to?)…Doc has always said the scans were more important than the PSA….I don’t know what that will be either. I have a lot to do both for business and personally…..But I also don’t want to leave the battle if it can be won if I stay.
Here is what I’m asking for: Extra Prayers and Spiritual Energy, you've given so much already! If the Doc and I agree that it is OK to quit then I will. I think it is kinda like taking out a stump and leaving in part of the root but if it’s safe, I’ll do it! Either way I continue on the clinical trial!
I try to pay as much attention to my oral/dental health as is possible. It's hard because it all burns my mouth so much. So I was really excited when I saw that Listerine had come out with a non-alcohol mouthwash!
It's the alcohol that burns, right?.............THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE! They must replace the alcohol with gasoline. Oh well!
Thank you all for your Friendship! I’ll post an Update tomorrow> B.
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