This time seemed a little rockier and certainly longer than the last few…..Every time I get cocky about something…..Anything; I get a reminder…..one way or the other. So it goes.
Right now the last thing I want to do…..is this again……..Fortunately (and it may be the drugs), by the time it’s ready to go again…..I’ve forgotten how bad it feels and just stroll on in like a lamb to slaughter.....I think that’s a good thing!
I probably sleep through a lot of this but when I wake up on Sunday there is not enough Tylenol on the planet to keep my feet from hurting so I just resign myself to the fact that I’m going to hobble around like the Bug for the next few hours….if I move at all..….The feeling is sorta like having the worst Flu and the worst Hangover you’ve ever had…All at the same time!!….it does vary in intensity and has really gotten better since I began...but none of it's fun.
I envision myself as Reagan from the Exorcist……sitting on the bed (couch) in a nightgown with yellow eyes. It still amazes me that it is all so predictable….Duh!...I guess it makes sense after 14 times that a trend would emerge!
That actually allows me the opportunity to prepare and be ready for what has to be done and when. I know that I will just sit here and in an hour the foot pain goes away….and then…..I’m Good! And Foootball is Back!
I don’t know if it's fate or awareness but I have recently met so many people that are in or about to go into chemotherapy. If I can figure it out, I’m going to put a 2nd page on my Blog just for them….try to help them prepare cause that is the key!
The scary book the Docs give you doesn’t tell you squat!
I was hoping this was going to be the last but still being at 34pts. I guess there is at least one more after this.
Ever notice that if you have a tan people think you are well?...Funny!.....I will say though that looking in the mirror and seeing a tan face sure beats looking in and seeing…well….Reagan!
I’m Good and will continue to be! B.
Keep those Prayers and Spiritual Energy coming......We're almost there!
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